Name's Clarisse
20th!
5.7.1989! Have a great family n honeykeatby who loves me to bits. Reluctant to grow up, hesitate to face the reality, the real world. I prefer to hide in my comfy shell, in this way, I wouldn't get hurt. I love day-dreaming. Things are so much better up in space and dreamland. But I HAVE to grow up! Learn things and get armed and ready for the world. I love sunshine and rainy days =D. I love stars, beaches, mountains! I can be noisy, crazy, quiet at times, depending on my mood I LOVE FOODS!!! But fear of gaining weights T.T I love travelling. If only I had $$ I'll go round the world! I love bury my nose into magz, Fashion babe, and the piano <3!!
Wanna know more about me?
Read more n find out!
- Marry a rich husband! Lifestyle of the rich and famous babe! =p
- Travel to Europe! and Salsburg! Sound of Music!!
- Successfully graduate with at least an Honors
- Change a new hairstyle
- Lie down with bf on green field counting millions of stars
- Have a house at beach side! YAY!
- Go on vacation with lovez *praying*
- More $$ YEAP!!
- Us together til death do us apart!
The darn dark clouds reminds me of the movie "2012". Very very dark, it's like the end of the world. It's so gonna rain, I love rainy days, but it's been too much, why cant it stop raining for a day or two?!?! Do you have any idea how long I haven't been bathing my car?? It's so disgustingly dirty right now!! ISH >.<
The long-awaited movie....I've watched it!! I've watched it twice!!! XD
Watched it with my family and baby with dear friends. Such a nice and meaningful movie should go with beautiful people in your life too. I love this movie, love it to bits!! I love the special effects, damn nice and real! Love this director who also directed "The Days After Tomorrow" and "Independence Day".
As usual, I cried. I feel myself being part of the movie, that I am one of the character of the show, that the sky is falling and people are screaming and crying, running for their lives, roads are cracking, buildings are collapsing, tsunami is coming, whole city and the whole world are in chaos, you know your life will soon come to an end, your life flashes before your eyes, you know it's too late to change everything around, the only thing you can do is hold on tight with the people you love, savior the very last moment of your life.......
I keep thinking, it might happen to us too, that we have 3 years left to breath. I googled, and found scientist actually predicted a very rare alignment called "Galactic Alignment" that occurs every 26,000 years, next will be 2012 which also marks the end of the Maya long count Calender.
After watching this show, I "have a lot of feelings". Haha.. It makes me realize that we should really appreciate people around us before its too late, and never take things for granted, and that we should live like the world could end everyday. Really, you'll never know what comes next in your life.
Glad that I'm able to watch it with people I love, together we share how the world ends lol. And I had McD at 3 in the morning. >.<
I wanna watch this show too!!!!!!!! I wanna watch it with Mr.Boyf!! But doubt there's any time. Sigh. Many said that it's a romantic yet a very very meaningful show.
I have a lot of things in mind. Hope to do my internship during my holidays cuz next year I wish to go Singapore!! The Universal Studio in Singapore excites me!! I can't wait to go!!!! Just finished typing my cover letter, hope the company accepts me!! =)
I haven't have my hair done yet. Arrgghh!!
And and and..Oh btw, I received a LOVELY SURPRISE yesterday!! I am still in the state of shock omggg!! Will post it up soon!!!!!!! XD
Initially I was procrastinating, but then, I thought of the movie "2012", and I think I got the mood to blog already! lol. Sorry for the bad picture quality as I still do not have my camera with me!
But first, start up with mid-autumn fest! =)
Well, my neighbourhood organized some pretty cool activities for us. There were foods, performance, lucky draws and even YB Teresa Kok came to join the fun too! She stood just right in front of me, and I didn't shake her hand! Haha..Didn't know what has got into me.. I like her, I like what she has done for our society, and really, she's very friendly.
Here she is!
Pretty sexy hot mamas are dancing!
This talented kid imitates Michael Jackson! Not bad!
This cute lil boy amazed me!! He didn't even have stage fright like I do!! >.<
It was like 11.30pm and baby suddenly called me!!! He just got back from work and he wanted to see me!! WHEeEeeEe~!! He really surprised me!! =)
And I was damn damn damn happy xD
Thanks love!!
FULLHOUSE WITH HOMIES
We finally meet up!! This time, we dined at Fullhouse! It's my 3rd time if I'm not mistaken but the food is not as good as last time. Hope they'll improve tho.
Yan Fang and I
Had a great time with them! It reminds me how we used to always stick together during highschool years. Oh how I miss that!
Then baby came pick me up. Brought me to KTZ for food again!! OMG!!
I think my leg could not hold on to my weight any longer!! U'll soon find me in ICU!
Then...
It was exam period!! In the library for whole day.
A pic of us showing how hardworking we are, and also, how last min!! >.<
And then....
It's all over.
Went to Pyramind's TGI Friday to celebrate Andy's birthday right after I finished my last goddamn paper. Pics will be uploaded soon when I get them from my friends! =)
And then...
Headed to SnowFlake together with my friends!! Like finally~!!!! Everyone has been saying this is a must-try restaurant, and I have loads of friends getting crazy over it, I think they are there for almost 10 times in a month lol. So I've been craving for it ages ago....
But...
It turned out bad, real bad.
LOL.
Peanut tau fu fa, their "must-try"!
But..personally, I hated it lorr!!
Baby's, and I forget what's the name. He said it was bad too.
Hmm..Couldn't be right??
Maybe we didn't order the nice ones?? Those who are in love with SnowFlake please tell me!!
I want to love it too like everybody does lol.
Then..
It's our date!!!! Tee hee~ XD
I overslept that day, woke up its already near 11.30p.m OMG half day gone!!!WTH
In Zara's dressing room.
He's buying his jeans..
N I got nothing better to.. =p
I'm in love with this dress from Zara lor, but freaking RM200.
I tell myself : STOP WASTING MONEY
Then we walked about and we were shocked to see that my fav Charles and Keith are having year end sales! Omgggg!! It's like night market over there man! N baby bought another two pair of shoes for me again!!! My mum is so gonna kill me!!!!!
And that marks our last time shopping and last date in this year probably. T.T But thanks for every single second you spend with me..
And then...Yesterday...
JY went to Subang airport to renew his passport and I tagged along.
OMG, we waited there for like 6 hours, can be mummified d!! >.<
Then we went to Monash to collect my stuff. As we didn't wanna waste the RM2, he parked at the free parking area which in the end leads to...
Monkey eating on his car roof when we were going back to get the car.
OMG
Don't ever park there!!! U never know when is your turn to get attacked by the monkeyS!
N I've watched 2012!!! =)
N now I dun feel like blogging bout it. Shall do it tomorrow! Gotta start my "movie/series marathon"!
It has been over a month since I last updated mUa properly. All my time had been fully occupied by revisions and more revisions for the finals. Stressed out laarr! >.<
Due to my extreme laziness, last min work really kills man! Baby and I stayed up in the library from morning til 9pm man!! T.T
I'm glad to say that,
IT'S ALL FREAKING OVER NOW!
But I'm extremely not happy! Okay, be aware that this post may be filled with lots of rantings or maybe worse, cursing! If I feel like doing so as I typed along, pls excuse mua k?!
Well, this semester the units are much more difficult compared to last sem. In fact, if you really go in detail they are really difficult! So I did tutorials, I did past years to make sure I can at least know what's really going on with those 4 darn subs.
First, it was Material and Energy Balances. I spent almost all my time on it. I thought I can score! Really!! But then, I can't fucking do my paper! The questions are ridiculously fucking challenging. WTF. Why on earth do they have to set those fucked up questions? I understand that in a paper there must be difficult and easy questions but this time, except for the first question, others I was totally blank. How to not fail tell me??!! Repeating this subject its a nightmare!!
Secondly, it was Fluid Mechanics. To me, I think it was the easiest among 4. But then when comes to final, it's also a KO paper. More difficult and slightly different from past years as more challenging questions were there.
Thirdly, it was Advanced Engineering Maths B. According to my friend it's actually a post-graduate course, never mind the fact that we have to learn that, but then, in the paper, why do they have to set those difficult equations? I was and I am so doomed!!
Last, Heat and Mass Transfer. Initially I was reading the slides. Spent one hour on that stupid page I still didn't understand a single concept. Then I try tutorials. At least that helps. I thought I can score, again. But then, I got fucked up questions. Out of 5Q, I only know how to do 3. 50 marks gone. And I did mistakes on those 3. WTH!!!
T.T
I just cried. How am I gonna explain all this to my dad on 4th of Dec??
Anyhow, I constantly telling myself that it's over now. There's nothing that I can change. But deep down you just know, how dead you're gonna be.
I'm done with my cursing and ranting. YAY me!
HolidaysSS!! =D Wheee~!! =D
But, it's the time when I don't get to see him much. =( And he's going down to Singapore!! So fun rite?? His cousin sis is getting married there =D But too bad larr, I can't tag along. ='( Sad larr, but it's alright.
Oh! One very important note, I want to thank him for everything!!! He actually finished all his papers earlier than me, but he accompanied me in the library until I finished up my last one. I was studying, and he was there watching dramas. Thank you by! I was so touched!! You're just so lovely~!!
Actually there were lots of stuff happened before I got trapped by the finals. Gonna post it up soon! Stay tuned!! xD
I'm going shopping with my boy later!! It's going to be the last time in November. Hopefully not the last in this year.
I remember what you wore on the first day You came into my life And I thought hey You know this could be something 'Cause everything you do and words you say You know that it all takes my breath away And now I'm left with nothing
So maybe it's true, that I can't live without you Maybe two is better than one But There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life And you've already got me coming undone And I'm thinking two, is better than one
I remember every look upon your face, The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste You make it hard for breathing 'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away I think of you and everythings okay And finally now, believing
And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you Well maybe two is better than one But there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life And you've already got me coming undone And I'm thinking two, is better than one
Yeah, yeah
I remember what you wore on the first day You came into my life And I thought hey
Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you Maybe two is better than one But there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life And you've already got me coming undone And I'm thinking
Oooh I can't live without you 'Cause baby two is better than one There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life And I've figured out with all that's said and done Two, is better than one
Two is better than one.
I feel myself sooo related to this song man! I feel like crying too lol..don't ask me why.
It reminds me so much bout me and my boy when I'm with him. I love you BY!
I changed my blogskin!! Have you realized? lol. Credits to my beloved cousin, KarMern Lee! Millions thanks!! But I'm still figuring out how to put the family stick and the countdown clock back to my blog as I've tried many times doing so, only to make the blog go haywired =(
Pavilion + JW Marriot Hotel
It might be funny to you as to what is so special about this date since we'd been together for almost 4 years and 4 months now. Well, it beats me xD Maybe we almost spent the whole day together, I treasure every moment with you. It makes me realize how close we still are after so long ♥
He brought me to Shanghai restaurant in JW Marriot hotel to have our lunch. OMG. The settings are damn nice.
my funny boy xD
Delicious cord fish with Brandy. The way they cooked it makes it absolutely perfect.
"Red burnt" tou fu.
Love this. Two thumbs up!
Yummy!
To me, its like every food from here is made of gold. But tastes awesome!
Here goes the RM136 for this. My heart is aching for him.
We shopped at Pavilion for my clothes and bags but sigh, now it's not an appropriate season to splurge. No discount in all my fav shops.
Then we decided to try out Godiva, since I was hungrily craving for chocolates.
dark chocolate. Love it to bits!
Super moist chocolate! 7th Heaven!!!!
Godiva Hot Chocolate. Damn nice and chocolicious!!!
Chocolatesssss indulgence!!!!
My lovely sunshine ♥
Enjoying and indulging every bits of it~
Thank you by. I love you to bits ♥
Food Hunt Continues~!!
If you think Britney and Lady gaga are scary, think again. Did I mention that I've gained 4kg in 4 days?! I think now, that's scary! =.= And I just can't stop eating! That's the best thing you can get in this seemingly useless country.
@ Champ's with family and cousin.
Gigantic prawn mee! It costs RM20.90 but worth every penny!
Wasabi carbonara! Delicious!
Especially the bacon! Absolutely juicy and crispy!!!!
Juicylicious pork rib!
Cousin and I ♥
Had dinner with Mun Yee, my lovely friend!
@ Janbo restaurant with family and relatives!
Had dinner with da yi, KM's parents and my family
Yummmms!
"Buddha jump over the wall"
Poor thing. Who ask you to be so delicious?
Pig's tail!
More and more prawns!!
Hui Jing and KM
Seriously, I shouldn't be here. REPORTSSSS!
But hand just very itchy not to be here. =)
Really hope to go on a vacation with By during Jan. Hope everything goes well.
I've been really busy. Monash U workload is scarier than I thought. Now I finally understand. The word "scary" is an understatement. OMG
When you see how long I've not been updating my blog, it's because my time for blogging has been taken away by assignments and more assignments. Anyways, just so you know, I'm not even supposed to be writing this too, I've 3 big assignments due next week, but.. i'm just going to give blogging a lil time here..
Chilling @ Starbucks
Due to the heavy workload, the boyf and I seldom really spend our "quality" time together. He is busy with his assignments and presentations, I'm busy with never ending reports and assignments too. So one day after our classes, we threw everything behind us and we went to chill at Starbucks.
Rockey Road Cake, Blueberry Cheese Cake, Cinnamon, with
Ice Blended Mocha.... make our day =)
We prefer sitting outdoor but by the time we sat down, rain started pouring. As it was only drizzling at first, baby and I decided to still choose the nice spot that we got despite being warned by the workers there that we might get wet when the rain gets heavier.
In the end..
The rain really got heavier and it started pouring like cats and dogs, not to mention the addition of strong wind >.<>
Those who shifted were watching us, gossiping bout us. They might have thought that we are crazy. We were the only ones sitting right outside with only shades protecting us. But baby and I couldn't care less, we love the rain, we love the wind and we were still chatting =)
Hmm..I think those people were waiting and counting the time that we'll eventually give up sitting there. And yea, finally they get what they want >.< us =")" enjoy ="D">
Crazy us! xD
The unforgetable accident
His dad's car after the accident.
Like any other day, I drove to boyf. house as we'll go uni together. I reached his house, saw his gate was locked, door was closed, and his car wasn't there. I called him, he said he's in Nilai with their parents as they just have an accident. I was worried at first, but I was mad. Couldn't he tell me earlier since he knew I'm coming? But after that I was okay. His parents involving in a car accident must have really shocked him.
The car's tyre "burst" and his dad lost control of the car. The car overturned at the fast lane. It was seriously very lucky that there wasn't any car behind them at the fast lane. I really couldn't imagine the horror of that. Luckily enough, there was no any severe injury involved. Just some bruises on hands. Thank goodness!
This reminds me of an accident 3 years ago, where boyf, Gladys, Shannon and I were in the car and same thing happen to the tyre. And we were lucky enough there was no cars behind that came crashing into us.
Pasta De Gohan
Soup Pasta! Delicious!!
Tried this last year. I liked it =) So bring baby along to try out their pasta.
Pasta with eel and egg! Yumm =)
But it was VERY expensive!!
Sushi Zanmai
Went to eat at Sushi Zanmai again.. My all time favourite japanese restaurant =)
My first time trying Curry rice with chicken. Nice~!! xD
Bruce Willis new movie!! Does he remind you of Terminator in that pic?
09.09.09
JY's Big 2-0!
This is Jun Yan aka Yan yAn YaN~!! The birthday boy!
Went to Alexis' at first. I believed their food is nice. But after looking at the menu with their prices, too expensive, so decided to switch place and dine at Italianese instead lol. Another embarrassing moment lol, I've tried once, at Bumbu-Bali. I know, that's very very bad of me.
Posing with tissue?? >.<
Lavinia and Yan
Baby and I
Ate lots of bread before the main course were served.
I was trying very very hard to get a nice pics of Lavinia and Yan. The camera-shy birthday boy is too stuborn to smile at the camera. So these were the attempts:
Nice one..lol =)
The foooooooooooood!!
Sorry..I forgot their names. >.<
Delicious lamb with the naughty Isaac
This was bad.
Super delicious creamy Carbonara with bacon and mushroom!
Tasty salmon fettucini
Lavinia hated this. lol
L-R: Mua, Desmond, Lavinia, Yan, Isaac and Baby.
Looks like those typical wedding pic ryte?? LOL..
"Siu Yu"
Brought Lav to try out the "siu yu". Glad that she liked it =)
Drinking party @ JY's house!!
Hahahaha. Me with Bombay Sarphire. Don't know how to spell =)
JY's spilled a bottle of mixer, the Sprite! Busy cleaning..
JY's moping
The pro Desmond's concentrating.
Raping session AGAIN
How funnn =)
Lavinia and I
Crazy us!
Chun Yip aka Swift lou, Desmond and Isaac
Eating snacks~!!
After bombay, we had vodka, after vodka, we had beer >.<
Shannon and I
It was fuunn!
Unexpected trip to Luna Bar..
Went to have dim sum with Damien after baby finished work.
Damien recommended this bao. Forgot what's it called. Not bad.
This bao suddenly became superstar. 5 phones taking its pic.
After dim sum, Isaac suddenly called and asked us to go Luna Bar. Shannon's sister left a bottle of liquor over there.
I was excited, I was worried. >.<
I always wanted to go Luna Bar and Sky Bar. I had a chance this time but dang! I was wearing t-shirt and short pants, and SLIPPER!! the typicall "yam cha" look. WTH. And I went to Luna Bar with that on me! My first time...GONer~!! lol..
There were a lot of hot chicks, a lot of White hot chicks =)
Sad thing is..it started raining when we reached there. Fark! I've no mood to take any pic of the nice environment there anymore.
Met a super hot and cute white girl from Austria. Baby and I had a great time talking and chatting with her. Me and her chatted damn alot wei =) Cuz she's from Austria, the place where "The sound of music" came from, tons of topic to chat! And she's a law student!!
Barbarra and I =)
She looks quite old here tho. But in person, she's pretty like Avril!
And we got to know her friend too, named Martin. According to her, he's a famous musician of Austria. =)
They even treated baby and I Long Island. How nice of her =D
Isaac, desmond, shannon
After that, we headed to A&W for food. AT 4 IN THE MORNING LOL
And guess what, we had to queue up for so long at 4 in the morning at AnW >.<
Wonder where all these ppl come from, after clubbing?
The tipsy gang..
Isaac and I
K- Session
Finally after months of waiting, get to sing k!!
Fluid Lab
Mei Xian, Amber, Mar vin, Ben and Kenji.
Yea!!!! SO LAME~!!!
Off to dinner! Got lots of reports after this. Ciaoz!
I'm back from outer space =) Nah, just to let you know I'm not dead..YET.
I miss the world stage. ='(
Sigh. Didn't manage to get any tickets so...sigh.. Life?? More sighssss T_T
Ok enough mourning, I shall now be happy and optimistic.. (I know I'm lying)
Basically nothing much. Yea I know I always said that too. But it's really nothing much!! I really need to change my routine. It's so lifeless =( Occasions that I can remember are..
1) Chun Yip's birthday 2) Lavinia is back to KL 3) Met up with dear Yann Jean and Michael 4) Lab 5) ........ 6) zzZZZZzzz..
An unexpected gift
Guess what?? Hehehehe ^^
A new phone from my babe!! Nice?? I love it so so much, thanks by! <3
I was just joking with him the other day, telling him about my another phone was not attractive anymore.. and when I said that..I was merely making a statement. Not a hint!!! And he bought me this after 2 days time >.< hp =")
He bought himself a hp too. A super nice one. I super likey!!! Will post it up soon =)
@ Bubba Gump
The other day JX was so random that he suddenly called and suggested to eat at Bubba Gump. He said he wanted to eat fish >.<
Then Lav and Jy join..Isaac and Ruby too.
Honey and JX
I like their drinks.
Bubba Gump's signature appetiser
We wanted to go TTDI for drinks after dinner. I was so excited u know?? Cuz like finally I can enjoy for a night..together with so many people! And it would be Lav first visit to TTDI.
Buuut..
Unfortunately..
REMEMBER THIS TAXI. DO NOT ENTER HIS CAR!!! PFFFTT!!!
This uneducated taxi driver suddenly opened his door while JY was driving off to TTDI infront of Pyramid. Yan's car hit his door. He was at fault right?? But u know what?? He insisted JY to pay him 700 bucks for hitting his door. WTF. FARRRKK him! By kept argue with him and the things he said was so so so unrational. He even said if Yan doesn't pay he'll break all his car mirrors. I couldn't hold my temper any longer and I argue with him too lol. It was Golf GTI JY was driving..that was why he said Yan's rich so he has to pay him, he is just trying to earn a living. But wth rite?? By said go police station to settle but the idiotic taxi driver refused. So we have to wait for Yan's cousin to settle this case as the Golf belongs to him. In the end, his cousin helped the taxi driver to repair his taxi as he did not want to cause any troubles. You know laaa..those taxi drivers! >.<
Damn you!
And we didn' get to go TTDI. =(
@ Monash Cafeteria.
Whoa I actually ate my uni's cafeteria food. Yay! =.=
You should know why if there's a choice I wouldn't even want to touch it. The food is hell expensive and not edible. No.
But by has to do his assignment. So I gave my first time this year to Monash Cafeteria =)
Me drinking my fav Sarsi!
By and Andy!
BAK KUT TEH~~~~!!!!!!
On a random day..Was cracking our head deciding where to eat..so we went to try out this famous bak kut teh restaurant located in Kelana jaya.
We were damn hungry. So we ordered this much for only both of us.
"Yellow Wine Chicken" .. wong jao gai! Nice =)
Finish~~!!
When we were ordering, the tauke advised us not to order so much..she said we couldn't finish all of them but we couldn't be bothered.. When we called for bill, the other tauke literally said "WOW, so much" when he came forward to sum up the bill. And he too, said next time we can order smaller portion for the bak kut teh. A lot meh? -.- I felt just nice for my tummy =)
Lab
Had Material and Energy Balance lab the other day..and we decided to have pic session to kill boredom =)
Group pic =] L-R: Pei Yin, Mua, Amber, Mei Xian and Chee Yung.
Mini plant. Gosh..Can't imagine I'm going to face plants that are thousands times bigger than this for the next 20 years?
Chee Yung loves his lab manual so so much =p
Cute amber! =)
Love the colours! Haha..they are chemicals..
Water droplets..
Us wih the lab demonstrator..she is so tall!
~Just Thai~
A very random one. Yan yan yan~!!!!
GosHH my eye bag >.<
Chun Yip's birthday @ Soho KL
Went to Soho KL. Our first time. Well, I've been here twice in the morning, lol.
I always wanted to explore this place during the night time because the environment here is awesome. Plus..It's at Mount Kiara. I thought it should be happening.
But heelll no..I was sooo wrong! Hopefully there is more which we didn't find out. Cuz I saw only 1 club over there, not many people....it's like..totally so dead and quiet?? I wonder why.. Hmm.. Was hoping it to be a happening weekend..but sigh..Sorry cy, I intro the wrong place =(
The guys were so bored!
nice ryte the environment =)
Isaac was sienz...haha..
Us.
After the disappointing night, Desmond, JY, by and I went to Murni to yamcha again lol.
~Gloria Jeans Coffee!~
My first time! Hahaha..not very good. Maybe we didn't order their tasty ones. Lav couldn't recall what she had in Australia. Haha..
I love this heart shape!!
Something cream and chocolate cookie. Forgot.
Something mint bomb. Lol.
Dear with his Latte.
Yan yan yan~!!
Lav and I =)
This is the first time Yan gave a NATURAL and GOOD smile =)
Us with four drinks. hahaha..
Outing with MUFY old friends =)
Went out with Yann Jean, Chee Yung, Andrew, and Micheal at Sunway Pyramid. It's been a very very long time since I last saw dear Yann Jean. Miss her so much =)
Here she is..the pretty girl on the right!!
Micheal, I, Yann, Andrew..
We wanted to catch a movie at 2pm so we only had half an hour left to eat after we bought our ticket. We decided to eat at Canton I. We thought we could make it lol. Then when we sat down and realized no one was serving us, we went to Mcd and take away. We hid our food inside Yann Jean's and my bag and sneeaaakk into cinema. We had our lovely lunch while watching "The Taking of Pelham 123" =) Hahaha..Nice~!! We should hang out more often =)
Ok la..sheett..its 4 in the morning now. zzZZZZzz..
Back to study mode. Fluids and Mass and Energy Balance report to due, Heat and Mass Transfer 4 hours online quiz to complete. Why is Monash famous for heavy workload?? T_T So stressed out these days. Assignments and quizzes are pouring in non stop!!!! At least 12 more assignments and plenty more quizzes T_T
Tom and I in the library during last sem finals =)
I screwed up my mid sem test for one of my sub. It contributes 10% of the final mark. I was so stressed out that I had a brain freeze that day. Too panic. Didn't know where to begin. 0 for that paper. There goes my 10%. What I'm worried the most now is.. I might have a good chance failing my internal, which means, failing this sub. ='(
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Something strikes me recently. It wakes me up. All the while I thought there is this "everything" between us. We used to share everything, tell each other about everything. But until this year many things happen and I realize "everything" isn't really "everything" anymore. The other day when the word "it's not necessary to tell" seems to write off "everything" so instantly. Sigh. Why is everything changing so drastically? I'm the only fool who still stand on the same spot since day-1, naively thought that the world will stay the same as me. It's time to change and grow up.
Watch this!! I laughed my ass out!!! Damn freaking funny!!
My blog is dead.
Holy cow I didn't realize I abandoned it! =) Well, to be frank, it's a lie =p
I abandoned it on purpose xD I knew ^^
Basically things are not going well for me ever since uni started. Second year is way beyond my capability. SERIOUSLY!
It's only 3rd week and I'm totally lost in tutorial session. I wanted to attend those problems before attending tute but hell no, I didn't even know where to begin with. Pathetic? Especially Fluid Mechanics, I know nothing! Engineering math's tedious working is driving me nuts, and it's only first chapter. What's next? Two or three pages of working?????
I'm having quizzes next week. How am I suppose to answer any of the questions? I'm crying now, do you know that?!
Engineering is not my thang. I don't have such brain to cope with it. I'm not smart, and I'm lazy. But I keep telling myself, I won't let my parents down. I have to do it. I cannot give up. Think about the $$ daddy has spent on me, it's freaking me out >.<
Lavinia has left the building. She gave up engineering. To be honest I still hope she would continue because being a civil engineer has always been her dream and she has come this far. But I'll still support her no matter what's best for her. The Lavinia that I know who like to laugh didn't know how to smile in Melb. Piles of assignments are driving her crazy. I feel so sorry for her, to know that she cries so much over there. She has no one to support her and she's homesick. I want to see her happy again =)
Studying overseas has always been my dream. The campus, the fresh air, the weather, the scenery, the people and culture, are one of the most valueble experiences. In fact, I wish to migrate one day because I'm damn sick of this country except for its FOOOOOOOOOOOOD! I hope to study in Monash Melbourne under exchange programme but they are just too many things to be considered. And I think I better not burn those $$$. But I never leave my house before, I'm so not independant. >.<
I start to realize there are so many differences between us. Different dreams, different perspective on things. Sigh. I'm getting used to the new routine. Maybe I'm good at handling changes, I'm proud of myself. .
Happy news to cheer me up. LAVINIA IS COMING BACK TO KL FOR ONE MONTH!! LET'S PARTY!!! =) I miss her so badly, can't wait to see her! We're so excited!!! We even listed out what we're going to do!! Haha.. Pictionary is at the top of the list!!!!!!!! OMG can't wait for her to be back here!! But...I have to study =(
Recently I'm crazy for this Singapore series called "The Little Nyonya". It's aired on AEC (Channel 301) Monday to Friday, 7p.m A must watch series! I'm loving it! It's so touching..I cried watching this show! But it's damn nice la!! Besides, it's promoting Melacca! Hahaha.. I'm thinking of buying the DVD for this series. Jeanette Aw protrayed the roles damn well, her acting skills is spectacular!!!!!!!
This series is the most expensive series ever made in Singapore's MediaCorp. "The Little Nyonya" achieved extremely high ratings, with an average of 934,000 viewers during its 34-episode run, and peaking at 1.67 million viewers (33.8%) on the last episode. (From wikipedia)This series has recorded the highest viewership rating ever since 1994. And a plus point, this series has the most nominations in Star Award in history!!!
Some pics =)
Went to visit CY after class. He's currently undergoing training in Dessert Bar.
CY the pro sifu. =)
Baby and I
You know, I really dislike ManU riteee???
But I went to watch their match against Malaysia. -_________-
I just want to look at my prince charming. MICHAL OWEN!!!!
Bukit Jalil stadium
Isaac and I
JY, Desmond and Isaac
ManU player warming up their bodies plus a show-off session >.< Here they are..
The poor Michael was lost. He's SO CUTE!!! =)
PS: I just found out there's H1N1 case in my uni. WTF?? It's the very first, and i hope its the very last!! The students which share the same class with the infected students have to undergo social distancing for one week. T.T
I'm definitely wearing a mask to Monash on Monday. A N95 mask >.<
Counting down the days Lav back to KL and off to bed now. Nites people!
I look into my mirror.. I found myself looking like a tedious freak.. Having ugly scars all over me..
I'm frightened and I screamed.. It's so dark in here..
I ran..
I fell..
I tell myself thats the end of me..
...
.....
I opened my eyes..
I see sunlight streaming through my window..
I'm still alive..
It's just a dream..
Just a horrible nightmare..
"男人说谎是为了不让自己伤心, 女人说谎是为了不让对方伤心, 因为女人没有伤害对方的勇气..."
是真的吗?
好不容易,才鼓起勇气 面对这一切其中的道理。。
我迷失自己。。 只想要休息。。 想要透透气。。
What is left to say when there's nothing left to say?
I spent my whole day reading back all of my testimonials in friendster.. Reading back my diaries.. Reading back my stone age messages that I'm still keeping until today.. Looking back at all the old pictures.. They are my most precious babies.. I cried and laughed like a lunatic.. Flash backs keep coming back to me.. A lot has changed.. I miss the sweet old days.. I don't see them anymore.. Where are they now? I miss them..
Anywayz..I'm here to say..
I FREAKING PASS MY FIRST SEMESTER OF SECOND YEAR!
It's a close call.
Phew~!!
But I feel dang bad for my shitty results..Just glad that I pass!! THANK GOD!!
Second semester starts tomorrow. 30 freaking hours per week. Tell me I'm not gonna die. Not happy. Something is bothering me >.< Hope it'll be settled as soon as possible..I'm praying..
My favourite designer of all time together with this pretty girl that I adore, perfect combination rite? Rite?? I love this Harry Potter star =)
Creative director CHRISTOPER BAILEY is extremely enthused about it. “Having known and admired the lovely EMMA WATSON for quite some time, she was the obvious choice for this campaign. Like the images she fronts, she has a classic beauty, a great character and a modern edge.”
Emma has a classic beauty, a great character and a modern edge. Her charm, intellect and brilliant sense of fun made the whole shoot feel like a picnic on the Thames.”
OMG meaning I'll always see her in Burberry?!! Hehehehe ;)
I cannot stand smelling the stupid smelly haze one more time.. It's so hazy today, and SMELLY! WTH..
Baby just called me, telling me his result. He's disappointed for one sub which he thought he could have done better. But he has 1HD and 2D. Ain't good enough?? I can't even get 1HD or even a D. Sigh. Miserable. I have to mention again, I HATE ENGINEERING. Hahahaha. I'm pathetic. I miss the old me, when aiming for A is my main thing. Now? I aim for a Pass. What the hell, how could things be so different?
It's 13th already. 4 more days to live. Or shall I say 4 more days to be finally relieved? I know I'll be dead for one, the thing I dread the most, is getting an F for not only one. I'm praying for miracle to happen. I swear this is the last time I'll be burning the midnight oil. No more.
There are movies which I want to watch. Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince. I can't wait. The book is fantastic. It'll be darker and sophisticated this time. More twist and turns. They'll be romance and kisses. OMG! Just hope that the movie will be just as good as the book.. 16th!! 3 more days to go!!! But I dunno when I am going to watch it. I'm waiting for New Moon. I'm waiting for The Proposal!
Sometimes I really don't get it. I don't get loads of things. Well if I keep myself this way I'll be driving myself crazy. The insecurity is drowning me. Get over it~!!
I wanna watch Marley and Me, Beverly Hills Chiwawa and loads more DVDs today. I'll be burying myself with novels and movies. 3 novels awaits me =)
To my dearest baby,
CONGRATULATION!!!!
To have completed first year with flying colours! I'm so proud of you!
You work all the time, you have to take care of me, and still you manage to score great in your studies. Bravo babe!
I stared off into space, motionless as a sculpture.
A swell of pain washed over me.
I'm soaking wet. I smirked sarcastically..
This is me.
Once again, I had been forgotten.
Sigh. That's life. Deal with it.
Btw, did I mention to you why I would never forget my 20th birthday? Because I have to remember. Because there is no way I can forget.. I have the worst birthday ever. The thing I dreaded most happened on that very day.. Michael Owen, my all time fav ever since I was 11, joined the club I loath the most, Manchester United. He is MU player now.
Just plain picturing him in MU jersey gives me nausea. He's so cute and disciplined. Joining MU is like placing an apple into a basket full with oranges. Or is like placing a flower onto a pile of shits. It does not match at all.
=.=
T.T
And he's coming to Malaysia. This is what I've always been dreaming since I was young. I wish to meet him so badly. Part of my wish came true.. He'll be here. But as a MU player. Damn!
I don't blame him for betraying Liverpool. I blame that stupid brainless fat ass Rafa. That freak did not even want him over even tho he's free of charge and the poor Michael was willing to offer himself by cutting loads of his pay, fat-ass still didn't give a damn.
Sigh. Do you have any idea how much I love him? Think of it makes me cry. I'm sad.
Just got to know....... Things that I've been waiting for.. Hoping for.. Crushed into pieces.. Kaput.. GONE~!!!
GONE!!!!
And now things had turned bad, I've to erase all the stupid thoughts in my head for so long..
What to do? It has always been this way.. All the things that I said, all the things that I cared for.. Have always been ignored, unheard..When will you ever listen to what I say?!?!?!?!
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Now Math and Science will be back to BM in the year 2012. WTF. Do they seriously think that by changing the teaching medium for Math and Science to BM will effectively improve BM standard and the importance of it? BULLSHIT! More likely related topoliticalstuff don't you think? We're not fools, you idiots. And because of that, we are being sacrificed and be treated as guinea pigs.
Kids like my cousin bro who is now 11 years old..Will face big difficulties. As the system will only be effective years later, meaning that he has to go through English in Math and Science during Form 1,2,3 and then in BM during Form 4 and 5 and then back to English again during his university time.. HOW FUNN with the game keep changing!! My two younger brothers are lucky enough, as they are both studying in international school, they do not have to go through all these hassles. I think a growing numbers of parents will enroll their kids to international school to avoid the system, but on the other hand, its costly. I really do not understand, since we learn Math and Science in English in Form 6 and University, why not just use English as teaching medium during high school time?! Why do they have to complicate things?
During my parents time, they had gone through everything in English and suddenly when they entered local U, everything was in BM. Things were difficult for them. And it was unecessary. During my time, I learned in Mandarin in primary (it was good for my basic understanding), BM in high school and English now in University. Again, it was unecessary. What kinda system is that?
I would try my best to apply a job in other countries next time so that if I'm lucky enough to get one, I would migrate right away to get a better living. I do not want to rot in this country. There's no future here.
I received this darling all the way from Melbourne..
With a heart-touching card and a lovely shirt..
The shirt that I've been searching for years..I didn't see it in night market or other shops selling..Maybe I have no luck..but now I got it!!
I was almost in tears. Thank you!! I love you baby Ven. You made my day ♥
@Waterlily
Celebrated my big 2-0 with my bunch of sisters at Waterlily. It's also a chance to catch up with each other as we've not seen each other for quite a long time..
Shi Min and I
Yan Fang and Hui Xin
My 1/4 grilled chicken! Nice =)
Grilled Fish Fillet!
My birthday cake from them!
Thank you for the lovely meal and the cake, love you guys loads loads!! ♥
@ Papa John's Pizza!
Went to try out this restaurant located at IOI Mall.
"All the Meats" pizza
"The fisherman catch" Pizza.
This garlic-butter source makes your pizza even more delicious! OMG it's really tasty!
I think it's way better than Pizza Hut!! Who agree with me?? Haha! GO TRY!!! ;)
The crazy Malacca Trip!!
Our crazy gang went down south to the historical town in Malaysia for a 2 days 1 night stay to visit our dear friend, Shannon and Camille and also, to explore the town!! Meaning: MORE FOOD!!! Teeheee xD
Ohhhh yea, it can be considered as a quadruplet dates!!! If Lavinia were here, it'll be quintuple dates!!! How nice how nice rytee???? =D
CY fetched the boyf. and I..
I'm excited! I always love to travel ;)
But it's raining all the way..it's a good thing tho, at least it's cooling!
After about 1.5hours drive, finally we'd reached Shannon's house in Malacca. As they were quite a number of us sleeping over..We decided to sleep at a budget hotel near the shopping mall in the city or else, 7 of us will have to squeeze into a room!
So after checking in..here we started our food hunt in Malacca!!
The couples..hehe..Lav..you're here with us and JY!! ;)
Exploring Jonker Street..
First stop: The famous chicken rice ball shop in Malacca.
It's quite difficult to try it..It's always full of people with a humongous long queue..
But this time we were damn lucky. We didn't even have to queue =p
Cheese~!!
Isaac is the only one who did "cheese~!!" lol
The chicken rice ball!! Nice =)
Next stop: one of the famous baba nyonya restaurant!
The decoration..hmm..I can't find any baba nyonya resemblence..can you? It's more chinese resemblence isn't it?
Baba Laksa! I like it =)
Durian Cendol!
JY's serving =p
Next stop: Hotspring
It's a long journey..all of us slept in the car..
Getting ready~!!
The water is damn freaking hot! 48 celcius! You'll feel the pain when you soak your leg into the water. I KID YOU NOT!!
CY!! You did a GREAT show! LOL~
His cute innocent face!Just like a kid enjoying his time! LOL~
Next stop: Portuguese seafood
They are so many to choose. Number 1 to 10. All selling SAME kind of food. Gosh~!!
Deciding!
We settled for this in the end..
Waiting for food..damn hungry!
Food Attack!! Haha..There are black pepper crab and chilli crab. Yumms xD
But again, I don't see any Portuguese resemblence too. Just like an ordinary chinese seafood?!
Pretty Viv and Goofy CY. Soooo romantic betul =)
Us ♥
Ruby and Isaac
Matthew and "mug mug"..haha..lovey dovey =)
Camille, Shannon, Us..
Next stop: The jetty!!
Went here to have beer and to relax and chit chat! =D
Eye on Malaysia! Didn't get to go as it was about to close =(
Mcd at 1a.m. Are we crazy or wat =.=
The sweet couple! =)
It's fattening wei!!! After Mcd straight went to bed!
Next morning~!!!!!
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Wok and Pan restaurant!
The chef was ex-Equatorial hotel's chef. So the food here are affordable and delicious =)
After our brunch..went to walk at Dataran Pahlawan and another mall which I forgot its name! Haha! We went to a condom shop! All the different kind of sex toys.. OMG so freaking funny~! Shoud go see it yourself =)
Next stop: Nadeje
To try out the famous thousand layers cakes!!
Tiramitsu
Cheese
Cafe
Hibiscus and Rose tea..
Yan's showing off his teeth
And that's the end of our trip! Sigh..Happy time flies so fast!
Million thanks to Shannon and Camille for being a fantastic tour guides..and you skip classes because us! Haha!
Sometimes I really don't know what I want..A part of me is pretty satisfied with my life now, but a part of me is not!
Serious mood swing is attacking me every now and then..And the worst is, I don't know exactly what's causing the low tides..
I knew I screwed up my finals this time. And I really meant it. I have a very deadly feelings about it. Very very bad feelings. I knew something is going very wrong this time. I have one week left for me to officially announce to the world that I'm dead. Well then, I hope I can truely enjoy this one week before my final day. I don't know how to break this news to my dad, he'll be heart broken. He has enough burden, and I'm adding more weights on it. Repeating one unit needs 4k ++, and my sixth sence tells me I might fail not just one! Way to go me =.=
Engineering gives me nightmares. I hereby advice you, whoever that is reading this, not to take engineering if you have a choice. And of course, unless if you are really interested and you have confidence in yourselves and you think you are smart enough. Yeap, I regret. My friends and I are suffocating..A lot of us are asking ourselves, why on why..engineering??? I'm not saying that other courses are definitely easier..I know every courses has its own difficulties and challenges, but I just know that, only join engineering IF you have strong enough interest. Cause it requires damn loads of hard work, long study hours, brainstorming to solve stupid maths questions and other problems and a really good understanding in everything, only you can score well! Ah yes, once again, unless you are the brainee and mr/ms. know-it-all =)
But again, I've chosen it. It's too late to turn back now, so I'll try my best not to waste my daddy's hard earned money =)
I realized we have to tresure everything around us and be happy of what we have in life. Although things might not be at a certain satisfactory level, but think again, although there are many people in this world who always seem to have a perfect lives, but on the other hand, there are also many people with a poorer or sympathetic lives than us. So, we have to consider ourselves lucky all the time, don't we? I'm somehow kinda sick hearing people saying how suffocating their lives are, how dreadful they feel about their lives. Some even mention about killing themselves. I see this almost everyday, from so many different people, and many from my msn comtact list.. Sometimes I even suspect what are their motives, trying to grab attention and sympathy from others? These people really turn me off. *Ok la I'm bad =)* I have known a few people with a really sad lives, but I don't seem to have heard any dreadful complaints or things from them. I dislike those who do not take life seriously and choose suicide as a way of solving problems in life. If people having a million times worse lives than you can survive, why can't you?
I hate liars. Liars liars liars!! Although truths may hurt, but I prefer truths over lies. People tell lies because they know they are guilty, and are afraid of getting caught. But when you tell lies, wouldn't that makes you commit one more crime?
Whoaaaa....I'm long winded. Sorry about it. It's been a very long time since I last filled my post with plain boring words -.- Today I feel like doing so, but hey, it's my blog rite?? =p